Round Two

I must have known there would be trouble. Upon my return to my office, I left myself encouraging notes on my desk. Around 4 AM, I had tantrum about going back. I had such a wonderful visit home. I realize I have a great supportive partner whom told me to go back be a grown up and properly finish what I started. My idea was to not get back on the plane and whatever happens happens. The plane ride was a very uncomfortable 17 hours which mostly was a daze to me. I kept thinking I couldn't believe I was going back and then I could not believe I thought it would be ok and sure just hop back on the plane. On the plane, I watched movies because I could not sleep. I did not sleep Sunday because of sadness, I missed sleep on Monday, so when I got off the plane it was Tuesday evening. I rode the bus back to base where Angela/Dave picked me up and took me to my apt. At that point, I could barely stand. I felt very wobbly. I had a lot of mail, but the apt was the same. It was cold and bare, but I tried not to think about it. I unpacked and realized my shampoo had leaked all over because I had forgotten to close it. I know that was so unlike me. I put away everything, realized I did not pack a lot of stuff, and left a lot of things that I liked at home. Although, I was dreading sleeping on my futon it was fine. This morning I was an hour late for work. This is not much going on seeing that it is New Years Eve. I had email, did my travel report, organized this and that, and now back to my beloved blog whom I have severely neglected over the holidays. So what is my game plan now? Tonight, I am going to eat at Chilis and then with Angela/Dave, Eko to the Chiefs Club on base, but no big partying as we are going to Tokyo Disneyland tomorrow. On Friday, I will do my planning for the weekend as I am trying to do as much as possible because I believe my future here may be limited. However, I see a hot spring on Sunday in my future! I wish everyone a wonderful, safe, and happy New Year. Baby, I love you can't wait to give you kiss in 2009.